Life is full of meaning

And It Ends Here..

2011-02-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

There you go.

It will end where it has once started.

Thanks and Sorry.

I will erase all the memories.

I will learn up the lessons.

I will let it go.

I will be happy.

5 more minutes.

And its Game Over.

我，会幸福的。

2011-01-21T00:37:00.000+08:00

抱歉，最近特别喜欢用华文来表达我心里的感受。

我想，有些事物是不可以被取代的吧？

刚刚在戏院里看了一套贺岁片，让我有了多种领悟。

我想，我因该已经累了。

人再坚强，也有脆弱的一面。

装模作样，也会有疲倦的时候。

人一定有犯错的时候。

知错能改，就一定会找到快乐。

我，一定会幸福。

我，累了。

Imagine

2011-01-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

Imagine you are drowning in an ocean. And someone swims over to help you.
Imagine that someone swims you to the beach, and throw you deeper into the sea, and never return to look at you again.
Imagine you are drowning in a deeper ocean, helpless. Will you thrust that someone again? Will you think the someone will ever come back?
Imagine IF he came back to help, will he throw you back to the ocean again?
Imagine you were me, what will you do? Swim back to the beach yourself? Or hope that the someone will return?

My advice: You, yourself must be a swimmer. Even someone throw you in a middle of a sea. You can still swim back yourself. I dunno how to swim. So, I have to learn.

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 2011 to all my beloved readers!

(are ~~there any readers left?~~)

Great year, Great start, Great er...

HAHA

anyway!

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

omg..I lost my blogging skills in the first day of 2011.

LOL

Moving On

2010-12-30T15:49:00.001+08:00

Two weeks, and I am still alive. =)

God must have thought I am very tough.

And guess what, I will prove it to you I am!

But it takes time to heal the wound.

A wound with salt.

A wound that will never recover to the fullest.

Actually I am in fear, I dunno whats the future gonna be.

I dunno can I face another obstacle again.

Perhaps is a good thing that I drop till the deepest,

so there will never be more pain than I am facing now.

I still can't solve the thought in my head.

I wish I am wrong yet I wish I am right.

The only way is to look ahead, and see what happen next.

And thats the time I will get my answer.

Tears are the only medicine.

I only feel better after I cried.

I wonder how long does it takes this time.

For life?

Seriously, I wonder can I move on after all these that happened.

Only me myself know.

Sigh, my dear god,

am I really that tough?

am I?....

My Puzzle - Heart Filling

2010-12-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

Wouldn't want to say much though. Instead of letting everyone knows, I chose to move on with myself. =)

So, this is the first post since my holiday started.

The stupid me chose to buy a puzzle to forget everything that happened. And the stupid me managed to finish a 1000 pieces puzzle within 3 days. Too free I guess?

This is the puzzle I bought. Kinda scary right?

Looks like the Fatal Frame girl isn't it?

Maybe it will haunt me in my new house just like the memories with hunt me for life.

Believe anot, I managed to finish this much on the first day.

I am just too free and need something to distract me though.

The second day work, kinda slow progress from the first one right?

Don't ask me why, blame the colours, its just the same.

Signature done. Fatal Frame girl done.

Rose done. Almost done!

And I am done with it. 3 days, 1000 pieces.

Everyday work till 3 pm.

What to do, I just have to keep myself busy.

Till then, I wish you guys have a very Merry Christmas!

Have a joyful one kay! Don't be like me!

Loves,

shuang!

Half Dead

2010-12-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

Omigeeeeee! Last post on 16th October 2010? WTF?

I have not been updating my blog for almost 2 months!

All thanks to the beloved SPM.

4 more subjects to go and I will learn how to fly.

Ok, I do mean DRIVE.

Anyway, just came back to make my blog look alive.

Urghh, who cares right? LOL

Things To Do After SPM

2010-10-18T19:01:00.000+08:00

Get my driving license
Buy a 1500 pieces puzzles for my new room
Buy a LOMO camera
Have a meal in Full House
Find a job in JJ ( provided I am hardworking )
Go for a shopping spree
Start mapling
Figure out what course to take in the future
Attend a primary gathering ( hopefully is not a but many xD )
Outings and vacations
Party and Graduation Day

~~to be continued..xD~~

Feelings..

2010-09-19T00:58:00.000+08:00

I have seen people falling down, and I went over to help them up.
I have fell down myself, yet I can get up as fast as them.
They have moved on yet I am still stuck in that little corner.
I wonder why am I having hard time while others can get over all the obstacles.
Is it because of my thinking or I have already get through it?
It is suffering seeing happiness falls on a robber yet a victim has to face the opposite.
Is it fair for that to happen or it meant to be that way?
I told myself everything happens for a reason.
But I just cant seem to figure out what is the reason.
I told myself you will see the results by the days come.
Yet seeing the result isn't satisfying me at all.
I don't hope for luxurious, profit or anything gigantic.
I just wan the truth and a little justice.
Is that too much for a human being like me?
I dunno..

Relax..

2010-09-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

78 Days to go.

cant wait for the Korea Trip to come.
cant stop worrying that will I die because of hurricane in Korea.
cant stop thinking that can I finish all the syllabus in time before trials.
cant imagine how well will I do in SPM.
cant imagine how it is like when I am taking my results.
cant look through the future now.

Hopes

2010-08-21T02:05:00.000+08:00

I wonder do the wishes you wished on your birthday will ever come true.
I wonder if I have given 3 wishes and I wish that I will have more wishes, will I end up being punished.
I wonder if I can keep myself being positive, I could have gone through my life easier.
I wonder if I keep myself humble, will the goods fall on me.
I wonder when does the turning point in my life gonna happen.
I wonder when does the bad will turn good.
I wonder when I can stop tearing, and feeling great all the time.
I wonder when I can stop posting emo posts in my blog.
I wonder when my wonders will come true.

I Came Back..

2010-08-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

I came back not to blog about something unnecessary, but this is the only place I can express out my feelings.
I am a person that easily get confused. I can't hold my feelings yet I am trying to pretend that I am fine. I am always in dilemma, dunno which is better for me. And now, I am really tired of it. I know I am selfish, I know, and I am so sorry for being one. I have gone through and now I am going through again.
I miss the days which I have no worries, but only laughter that occupies my day. I miss the days which I wont simply think of nonsence, but only love him with all my heart.
No matter how hard I cried, no matter how much tears that fall, I just can't seem to know what I want. I am scared to lose yet want to get something better. I know I am being selfish, I am asking for more that what I deserved. But thats me.
I wish things can get better, I wish our relationship can get better, I wish I can stop thinking unreasonable stories. I got nothing left to lose except him. I don't want to lose him, but I just can't seem to make up my mind. If I am given a choice now, I hope everything will get better as the days pass by. I can only wish for a better life but not returning back to where I was.
'' I have what I want in the passed,
I lost what I have this moment,
and I will get back what I once have in the future,
and I promise I will''

be tough XS,

you can get it through..

Out Of Service

2010-08-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

My blog will be temporarily closed till the war ends.

And just to remind all the SPM candidates,

you left

100 more days.

Please treasure these days before it ends.

Strike for it and you will have no regrets.

Wish me luck.

XS with regards.

Lazy

2010-08-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

I am so lazy to post about the happenings during my birthday.

So, I will just ignore that part.

But, I still want to say '' THANKS '' to all the one that made my day =D

New shirt @ Momoe!!!

Aw.. back to the book. T_T

Oh Yeah!

2010-07-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I know I should be sitting on a chair, staying in my room, holding a book and STUDY!

But yet I am here blogging!

OH YEAH! ~~(shit get influenced by kairen)~~

Kr was kept saying this ''Oh Yeah'' phrase in the school which sound so familiar to me.

I kept telling them I have heard this ohrase before in some movie or cartoon.

After cracking my head, squizing my brain, I finally found out who the hell say this '' Oh Yeah '' phrase.

It is

VECTOR!!! ( in despicable me )

He was the annoying one that kept saying '' Oh Yeah '' throughout the show
which means kr, you are annoying too! jkjk xD

By the way, talking of Despicable Me, anyone that has not watch this show please go to the nearest cinema, grab a ticket and watch it immediately!

And I mean it, IMMEDIATELY!

No one shall miss this show, it was superb! or beyond that.

Agnes was SO SO SO CUTE.

You will be waiting for her scenes throughout the show.

The middle one!!!

Ok, so please go and watch after you saw this post.

And here is the trailer of the show.

Till then, BYE!

Centro Klang Run 2010

2010-07-12T10:08:00.000+08:00

So, as the title said, Centro Klang Run 2010. I have to wake up 5.30 in the morning just to get myself prepared before the 12km run. Reached the Centro's entrance around 6.30 and felt really blur in the ~~middle of the sea.~~ ( crowd of people ) Guess what! I saw Cikgu Nik Zahari there! He recognized Jie Kai and asked me which school am I from. WTF!! I was like, er.. I am from 5S2? LOL.

We had a warm up section led by some professional ~~boxing players.~~ It was so weird doing some boxing movements with all the runners around you. When I realized hubby is in different category as me, I went @@. OMG! then I have to run alone? HOW HOW? But thank god he waited for me in the drinking station, if not I will be like running alone throughout the 12km run. THANKS HUBBY!

For the 12km runners, we have to run the route twice; for the 6km runners, only once. When I have completed the route once, I was like wth, have to run one more round. I was really exhausted at that time, but with hubby by my side, we get to laugh and joke throughout the run. And the best thing was, I completed the run within 2 hours! 12km in 1 hour and 51 minutes! I was so happy when I reached the finishing line. Getting goodie bag (~~main aim I came for the run~~ ), medal and certificate. Get to drink tonnes of revive and vico and the best thing was getting free gift!

I was really glad I joined this event. It really gave me a great experience. Of course I have to thank him for willing to accompany me throughout the event. if not it was really meaningless. And last! A picture of us after the run!

BYE

Undang Test

2010-07-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

Teehee! I passed my Undang Test this morning! 45/50.

Same as my hubby.

We got the same score in each section.

~~yea, i think he copied my answers =P~~

Ballet

2010-07-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

Almost everyone that knows me knew that I learned ballet since I was three and a half years old. I don't go around ''show-offing'' nor telling people how high level had I achieved. But when a person asks about it, I will tell. Blogging about ballet life has never came across my mind because I am not really ''in love'' with it. Since the day ballet was found, everyone knows that ballerina does not have a ''easy'' life compared to others. You can compared ballet with jazz, tap, latin or any other dances, but in the end, you will realized ballet will be the most difficult and long term learning compared to others. Continuing to be aballerina for 13 years isn't that easy as you think. Along the way, I can see many other gave up as the higher grades I achieved. From 20 over ballerina in a pre-primary class, till 2 ballerina in the advance 1 class that I am learning now, I realized being a ballerina isn't that nice after all.

10 years of learning, you might only can perform on the stage for 10 minutes. 20 years of learning, you might be able to perform in other country without any pay. 30 years of learning, no one will appreciate you anymore, because you have grown old and loss your beauty. There is time I want to give up being a ballerina, but I have not. Don't ask me why, thats who I am..

Shattered

2010-06-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

I thought it was a design, till I figured out it was shattered into small tiny pieces.

This is my little message to Padini Outlet Store in JJ.

'' Just leave it. The glass really looks more pleasant and beautiful in this condition ''

Undang

2010-06-11T19:09:00.000+08:00

By 8 o' clock tomorrow, I will be sitting in a huge hall, listening to a fella talking crap for 5 and a half hours. But I can imagine that I will be talking to Rou Zyn all the way through. HAHA. I wonder how is it feels like sitting in a hall with hundred over people that are planing to take driving test. Perhaps I will see some of my friends from other school too. Hubby will be back by tomorrow! Wee~ Movie this Sunday '' Karate Kid '' !!

I love my holiday right now, not wasting it too much while not occupying it too crampy. I hope my tuition hour can be like this during school time. For now, I only have tuition on Monday, Thursday and Friday and of course the weekends are filled with Bio Sejarah and EST. Pusat Formula just text me today said that there will be an EST class starting from this Sunday. Uh, I went last Sunday and no one was there till I realized the class is postponed till this week. Ish, I even went for tuition on Agong's Birthday and realized there was no class since it was a public holiday.

Last year, I went for ballet class during Agong's Birthday, this year I went for Sejarah tuition. Ish, wonder what will happen next year. Please do remind me if there is a public holiday so I wont act like a dumbo. LOL

World Cup is starting TODAY!! OMIGOD! okla, I am not that excited anyway, just to create some effect ma. Will be watching the first match in Mamak stall today if I can get a place to sit. LMAO! Is the first match Afrika versus some other country? Ok.. I forgot =.= I am not a soccer freak kay!

Kla! tomorrow will be having my undang ceramah with Rou Zyn and Veron. Hopefully I will be having fun sitting on the chair. =D tataz

Dress @ Nicole

2010-06-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hubby!

(eyes watery)

Movie + Advanced Birthday Presents

2010-06-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's the first day of holiday ( for me ) and I already went for a movie in Aeon.

Actually, Jo Dee and Karin supposed to join us for the movie but due to some circumstances( aherm, Karin ),

they can't make it, okay.. I mean SHE can't make it. LOL

So, end up I am watching Prince of Persia with hubby only >.<

Not bad though the show, although its the typical type of story.

( fight, run, fight, someone died, then happy ending LOL )

I will rate it 6 out of 10 =)

Saw Davinna, Ching Yin, Chia Hui in Aeon also. Looks like I am not the only one

who wanted FREEDOM so much huh?

(skip)

Pictures below are my advanced birthday presents from my bro and mummy =D

Thanks a bunch ya! Love ya!

Guess @@

Freaking huge the ''G''

Tiffany earings =D

Loves pink

take care.

2010-06-03T15:00:00.002+08:00

MUMMY I AM FREE!!!

MUACX =P

Art of Ignorance

2010-05-27T22:43:00.001+08:00

Its hard. But I shall learn that. =D

Mid Term

2010-05-16T10:15:00.000+08:00

I am so stress. Enough said.

kthxbye.

Arts

2010-04-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

These decorative items used to be our favorite last time.

We used to earn money by selling these items to our friends.

''Customers" can choose whatever words, colours and pattern they want.

We will just do according to their wish.

And yet, I am too free yesterday and making it during the midnight.

Hopefully my skills are still there..

Nodes of Ranvier

2010-04-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me why I put that as my title, I have no idea either. Perhaps I am influenced by Biology. Nodes of Ranvier - to increase the speed of transmission of impulse. Yea, I shall be one of the nodes, so that I can transmit whatever information in a higher speed.

More efforts shall be put on Sejarah, Chinese, English and Physics. These are the subjects I am really weak at. Language subjects always have been my weakness. I just can't handle it well, especially English. I have to pay more attention in it so that I would not regret when I am holding my SPM results paper. Hopefully I am tearing out of happiness rather than crying out of sadness. And the task right now- study hard till the day comes.

Will be having my midterm in two weeks time. Planing to play as much as I can till this weekend and study as hard as I can till the midterm comes. Hopefully I am not just saying it while not doing anything. Bless me, to get excellent results for the mid term of course, for the SPM also.

Misc

2010-04-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

My big toe bleeds again. Just took out the blood this afternoon. That is a ballerina life. Your toe nail will drop, drop and drop until it wouldn't drop anymore. But sadly, mine is still dropping. Aih, who cares?

Having add maths text tomorrow. Did all the passed year questions. Hopefully I can score well in it.

Things that I planned always didn't come true; while things that not plan by me are always happening. @.@

I am glad that I didn't enter a girl school which keeps me NORMAL till today.

Don't know why I am writing this but I am posting it soon.

Lonely & Helpless

2010-04-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

Life ain't like last time anymore. Yet, I have to get use to it, or should I say I have already used to it? Just that once in a while, I will get triggered by someone or something which makes me emotional. Who cares anyway? No one will care like he used to be, no one will ask like the day before, no one will realize except me. My life ain't getting any better, yet I need to pretend that I am having a wonderful life. Why? So that no one will have to suffer with me.

Who cares if you cry shit out your eyes? Who cares if you get emotional every day in the class? Who cares your feelings when you are not important anymore? Who will care? I am having this called ''emotional breakdown'' which is when you lost hope on everything around you, feel lonely and helpless by yourself. Like I said, who cares right?

People always say that life is full of obstacle.

The moment you passed through one, you will meet another.

People always say that happiness don't appear just like that.

You have to work for it, strike for it.

People always say angel is by our side.

Yet, I am still lost in the middle of the air.

Ish

2010-04-15T21:35:00.001+08:00

I want to blog, but I just can't find a topic to talk about T.T

Forgive me kay..

New Dress @ D Trends

2010-04-08T19:58:00.000+08:00

Skipped school today cause most of my friends went to INTI college.

Woke up in the morning and mum told me ''go change clothes, later we go JJ'' . Ah, I love my mum xD

Bought one dress in D Trends.

Er, I guess thats all for today's post. =D

Sakura Tarot Cards

2010-04-04T18:20:00.000+08:00

I was cleaning my room and I saw this Sakura Tarot Cards.

I bought this tarot cards through the delivery service when I was in primary school.

And now, I decided to sell it rather than throw it away.

The cards are still in good condition, every card have different images and definitions. I am not quite sure how to play it but for those who are in loved with Sakura, you might want to collect it. @.@

Here are some of the pictures

Tata! gotta end here. For those who are interested can leave a comment in the chat box ! =D

My Path

2010-03-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

Just had a major discussion with my family about my future. Guess what? I got bombed like anything. Do I really have to choose a job in my life? But I really don't like any subjects that I am studying now. Honestly, I know I have passion in singing and dancing but studying arts and involving in the musical area is tough and it is really complicated. I can't play any musical instruments, if not I might further my studies in that area. I can dance, but not really good, which means I can't survive in the dancing area. I can sing, but not excellent, which also means I can't survive in the musical area.

Sigh, this is hard. People always say that it is hard to survive or excelled in the arts area. You have to be really good to get a wealthy life. Of course I don't hope for becoming a millionaire or billionaire, but if I am not good in it, I might can't afford my daily life in the future. So, WHAT SHOULD I DO? I really need you guys to give me some advice or comment. I know the last choice is all depends on me, but I need some one to lead me to a better path...

Chocolate

2010-03-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hubby is bringing chocolate to school everyday!
And I brought today too!
This is so random!
I am so sorry!
Bye bye!

First Monthly Test Results & Centro Klang Run

2010-03-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

I had got most of my test papers. Now, only left History. I am quite satisfied with my results as I have achieved grade A in most of the subjects. I hope my History wouldn't affect my overall results cause I know I did badly in it. I will be happy with a B. Anyway, second monthly test is next moth. Time to study again! Hopefully can do better next time =) Ok, skip this...

I planned to join Centro Klang Run 2010. I dunno why but I am so excited about it. Although I am not a good runner, I am always in love with this kind of events. Perhaps, the goodie bag and shirt. =P I wanted to join Adidas Run last year but I didn't get to cause no one can teman me. Since this year Jo Dee also like wanted to join, I will participate if I have friend with me. I have a benefit compared to others cause my birthday haven't reach yet. Which means I can still join the 6 km run rather than 12 km run. I can choose among these 2. Here are some details of the run, if you are interested.

Just click to enlarge it for more information. Have a nice day.

New Layout

2010-03-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hey readers! I have changed my blog layout recently. Hope you guys like it =)

I got this layout from this link >>click here<<.

Go and have a look, there are over hundreds of nice layouts there.

No need to waste your time over some not worth viewing links which will waste your precious time.

Just click this link and have a look, I am sure there is one that suits you the most.

Have a nice day to all of you!

Flood in the house

2010-03-20T18:36:00.003+08:00

Rain so heavily just now and I was reading story book in my room, texting Jie Kai. Half way through the rain, hubby told me that his house was flooded. So I ran down to the kitchen and I went o.O

Let the pictures explain:

Damn, have to clean the kitchen again. Parents went jogging and guess what my mum told me before she go?

"If the water goes down before we came back, please clean the kitchen '' And the only thing I can say is ''O''

Now, I am hoping the water don't go down so fast @.@

Maple Story

2010-03-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

I took almost 8 hours to install Maple Story in my laptop.

This was what happened.

I already have the Maple Installation System in my C drive. When I doubled click the icon to install the programme, it kept popping out a notice telling me that I did not have enough disk space in my C drive. So, I thought I can install it in my D drive because I have almost 20+ G in it. But sadly, it still showed me the same notice.

Then my bro told me perhaps the game can only be stored in C drive. So I tried to clean up some stuffs and start to install again. Maybe because I didn't clean up enough space to completely install Maple Story, the same notice still popping out every time when I clicked on it. But the major problem is, the space I had cleaned was GONE!! Every time I clicked the installation icon, my space was used up although I didn't successfully installed it in my laptop.

So, I figured out the space used up was because of the ''half-installed'' items of Maple Story. And worst of all, I can't find the freaking file that store the items.

After that, I tried my best to clean up more stuffs so that I can play the game. Finally, I successfully installed the game in my laptop but I CANT OPEN IT due to my anti-virus programme. The AVG asked me to remove the virus, and cleverly, I pressed the delete button which made me can't open the game at all. So I have to delete the whole Maple Story programme and install it again. The problem was partially of my space was gone again. I don't get back the space I firstly had although I already deleted the whole file. Again, I have to delete more stuffs to install. This time. I had uninstall my AVG, and it told me got some configuration problem! WTF

So I restart my laptop and finally I can play Maple Story.

( this part took me 8 hours, restart my laptop around 10 times and almost gone crazy )

Today, my bro told me there was a programme can detect whether which folder has taken up mostly of my drive C space. And we figured out there was a folder containing all the Maple Story half-installed items which didn't show in my laptop when I checked it. Thanks to this programme, my drive C have 12 G of free space now =)

okay, that was a lame one.

Anyway, mapling is fun! xD

Chaoz, gonna play now!

Alice In Wonderland

2010-03-13T19:59:00.001+08:00

1.Potions can make me smaller.

2. Cakes can make me bigger.

3. Animals can talk.

4.Cats can disappear.

5. There is a wonderland.

6. I can defeat the Jabberwocky.

Watched Alice In Wonderland with Jo dee, Karin and Jie Kai. Neglecting the story line for being too simple, others were perfectly fine. I had read this story before when I am small. I still remember my brother bought this book for me as my birthday present. Can't believe I am watching it now and I still can remember some of the story line. I love the part when Alice took the potion and she shrunk; took the cake and she grow larger.

Haha, go and have a watch if you are free, I am sure it worth back your money. ( provided you watch early bird lar =.= )

Oh ya, I bought Jo Dee a birthday present and I already gave it to her. I think she likes it a lot cause she hug me when she knew what I bought for her. =.= Okay, skip this part...

Had lunch in Kinsahi. Didn't spend much in food, order the super cheap one, and Karin order the super expensive one! Okay, not that expensive lar, double of my food's price?

Kla, will end my post here, bye!

A New Life Shall Begin

2010-03-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

First monthly test is finally over. I am quite satisfied with what I had did and the effort I had put in. Of course there are still things that need to be improved. I didn't do well in few papers, history, chinese, bm and bi are the subjects that I am less confident with. Seeing the pupils getting their SPM result today makes me want to struggle more to get good result during my time. I have to do well, I have to and I got no choice but study well.

Sad things shall put aside, forgetting things that make me unhappy, leaving the sad things back while only carry on with the happy things. I have lost all I have, and I shall gain in back. I will gain back more compared to the lost. I will make myself study to prove to everyone I can if I want. I shall start a new life, with only hopes, joy, happiness and success in it.

'' Isn't easy to continue a journey, isn't hard to continue a life ''

All The Best

2010-03-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

First monthly test is starting from tomorrow onwards.

I wish all the form 5 starian all the best.

Do your best.

Wish me luck too.

Gonna do well in the exam =)

Bye! have to study again!

Cross Country 2010

2010-03-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

5th of march 2010, most probably the last cross country I will be ever participating for my secondary school life. I really '' run '' for it this time. Sadly, I only got 28th among the form fives and sixes. I could have done better, but I am happy with my placing =)

No more unhappy stuffs should be mentioned here, things that have gone is gone, I can't turn them back. But I can choose to live with a happy life. No more complains shall I say to my parents, no more emotional face shall I show to my friends, no more challenges can take me down anymore. I will learn to be strong, tough.

I must do well in the upcoming test to prove to everyone I am not useless.

'' Road can't be straight all the way, Life can't be good all the time''

Liar

2010-02-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

As time passed, I realized everyone around me is just a faker. They are just another pretenders and big fat liars. Yea, even those which used to be so close to me. Maybe I am too naive or innocent to believe that I used to have true friends around me, having them in my life is like so lucky. Anyway, things that happened these days proved that I am wrong, absolutely wrong. Of course they are still friends who treat me like they used to be, family that always be with me no matter what happens and of course, having him by my side.

I heard before a quote which roughly sounds like '' partner might change but friends are forever '' . I wonder how true does this quote brings? I only know that he will always be with me; and same to me.

Maybe is time for me to change my perceptions, thinkings or even feelings. I shall be positive with whatever that is happening around me =) I shouldn't let the obstacles affect me anymore. I already had a miserable Valentine's Day, Chinese New Year and Schooling life, life shouldn't continue like this. =)

Anyway, typing this post make me wanna write an essay for Mr Gerald, hopefully I can finish it by today. A great day always start with a smile on the face =) thats me! Bye emo Xiao Shuang for the pass few weeks! I shall continue with my happy life, my bestie girlfriends, of course some of then are guys and my beloved hubby! Love you guys so much! Oh wait, AND MY FAMILY ahah! BYE!!

Blessings

2010-02-07T19:34:00.001+08:00

I need BLESSINGS so damn much now.

Pls bless my hubby too.

Hope everything will be fine.

I wan a happy Chinese New Year.

~~Bought a short pants and a pair of earings xD~~

Pierced

2010-02-06T17:12:00.001+08:00

Got my ears pierced finally =) Isnt that pain after all. Haha, should have done it earlier lar. No seafood and poisonous food allowed for a week. Wee, finally I can wear earing after 17 years. I got my ears pierced when I am 17. Damn old wei. Anyway, thank to him.

And I got my valentine's present from him too! I am engage! wahahha. Joking lar, who say I will marry him =P

Wee, I love the present. Wanted it since last time. Thanks hubby! Muacks!

What a nice day, my life is turning better when I knew something bad is happening. Ah, life is great after all.

Will upload some pic when I am free xD

Shah Alam Stadium

2010-02-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Thanks to the hot sun. I became a fat pig ba-gua. Lol, just created this term up. Gonna celebrate Deepavali this year instead of Chinese New Year. I am damn freaking black now, although I am just holding that sepanduk, I can actually get that this dark. Imagine I am in the marching team. I will become hangus ba gua =)
Anyway, went to the Shah Alam Stadium today. Yeah, is the same like the Klang one, just that there have swimming pool and badminton court. Wasted around 8 hours there included waiting for bus, waiting for friends, waiting for training, waiting and more waiting. Sigh, time are meant to be wasted. So, don't appreciate it so much. LMAO

This is the only group picture I have. Dare not upload it in Facebook cause I look freaking ugly in it. My eyes seem sepek, then my face is like kena kapit till fat fat. One word '' UGLY ''. Haha, so to not let everyone else see my big fat ugly photo in fb, so I upload it here. At least is smaller lar, not so obvious =)

Kla, gtg, bye.

=)

2010-01-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

Guess what? Life had turned out to be better after all. I love my life right now, and I love him =)
Currently busy with the sport's day marching event. I am involved in the PBSM platun. But I am not marching, I am holding sepanduk! LOL First time in my life holding that freaking board and leading the platun. I am like a vase that show every people '' WE ARE PBSM! '' So what? I am happy to be a member of red cresent. Although I am not one of the ajk, I still involve in anything that I am happy to be in. Er, do I sound like I am happy to hold that freaking board? ~~(not that I am happy lar, at least I no need to march so much under the hot sun LOL! )~~

No idea what am I laughing.

...

I am sorry kay.

Streamyx is not working well these few days, damn gao slow like turtle. Nowonder my hubby is complaning. Chill la, life is great =) Monday have to go stadium to see my sepanduk position. =.= What is that for lar? I am doing some fashion show there? must turn turn then walk back to the stage? Wednesday is the real sport's day. I am really hoping red cresent can get a placing this year. I am just so sick of the same platun getting all the prizes. Four years I am in the marching team, and we never win once T_T
Anyway, any ideas to make my blog more interesting? so that more people will come and view my blog. I know my English is bad. But I am trying hard to improve it. MR GERALD YOU GOT TO HELP ME LAR.
I am liking Stefeny's blog. Go and have a look, it's all about her life.
Uh, I am going to end this boring post. It sounds so random =.=

Decision

2010-01-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

Writing this post with tears dropping down my cheeks. Yes, I am sad, sad like I never had been.
I am sorry, I dunno what to do at this moment. Every decision I made was wrong. I will never be right. I am just so fuck up. I just hate this. Sigh, what I have to do now? I hate my life so much. For he had did so much for me, while I am stuck. And now, its too late to do anything. I thought I did a right decision, I thought my life will be better, I thought it will turn out right. I THOUGHT that I never think of anything before that. I miss my life last time. I miss him. Although is just the first day. Yet I can do nothing. I do not dare to make any decision anymore. I dont want to hurt him anymore. What I shall do? Help me. I know I will cry for the coming days. Thats the only thing I can do. I know this will affect my studies and my relationship with my friend. But I just cant help it. Till today, I realised, I have no friend at all. I only had him. Yes, had. And I dont have anymore. I just cant treat him as my best friend. I can't. I want my life back. I dont want my parents to see me cry, I dont want teachers to ask why am I so sad. FUCK IT! I hate my life right now. Tell me what to do please, seriously, I am out of my mind. Maybe I will just continue with my fucking life. Live alone in my fucking world...

5S2'10

2010-01-24T16:11:00.000+08:00

This is what we are. Breaking the school rules, making meaningless jokes, ~~eating nasi lemak during school hour.~~ Anyway, I am trying to make my blog alive. It had been dead for a while. And here I am taking the initiative to upload the pic and post something in my blog. =) Am I great? haha

Just a few photos of my classmates, they are AWESOME!

Spot the girl down there, freaky isnt it? Anyway as the assistant monitor of 5S2, I am warning you all NOT to eat nasi lemak in the class. ~~Curry puff and leko is acceptable~~ =)

Life Sucks

2010-01-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

Stupidly think that 2010 will be a good year, but I think I am absolutely wrong. Things are not going well nowadays, not just me, but everyone around me. Maybe its just a bad month, everything will be fine when February comes.
I am having hard days, I am going through the toughest moment in my life for the second time. The first time was in form 1, and now I am having it again. There is only one thing I am hoping, please let the hard days pass just like I am having during form 1. Please god, I am begging you on my knee. Leave me, please take all the unhappiness things away from me. I wonder what I did wrong that you have to punish me like that. Isnt it enough when you have punished me once before? Do you need to punish me over and over again?
Sigh, when can I get through this thing? How long will it lasts? Sigh, I want back my happy life.

Damn it

2010-01-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

Damn it!

school going to start tomorror
jie kai haven't upload yesterday photos
i am form 5 in a few hours time
tonnes of work are waiting for me
SPM is smiling at me ( while i am ignoring him )
gonna see all the beloved teachers again
have to wake up 6 15

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T13:58:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys! ( of course include gals )

Please vote down there! Its new!

and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!!

Last Day of 2009

2009-12-31T13:21:00.000+08:00

fuh~ one year again. Gonna be seventeen next year. Ok, I mean tomorrow. Another year I can watch ''18'' movie without worrying will the guard spot me. Three more years from that I can walk in the casino officially =)

Anyway, no more resolutions for the incoming year. Why? Cause I know it doesn't work. So lets hope I can achieve what is in my mind now.

Just to remind those which is same age as me. SPM IS NEXT YEAR! Yes, is next year. I still remember when I first entered form 4, everyone is complaining their dislike to the teachers, classes and others. Now, everyone is used to it and time to fight for next year.

Anyway, I am here to wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR! Have a joyful and prosperous year!

Addin

2009-12-28T11:36:00.000+08:00

text me and say '' hey,you can take your result at school now! I know your position already! ''

and I went '' WTF ''

~~according to addin's information, I got number 7 or 8 in class.~~

~~Anyway, I am not going to take it till school reopens! =)~~

2009-12-24T22:19:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas To Everyone That Is Living On This Earth!

Don't be naughty! If not Santa will not give you any present! xD

wee...going out tomorror!

Realised

2009-12-22T12:46:00.001+08:00

Finally realised how caring is he.
Finally realised how much he care for me.
Finally realised how important I am for him.
Finally realised I am hurting him indirectly.
Finally realised how good is he.
Finally realised how lucky I am.
Finally realised we share the same emotional.
And I realised He Loves Me.

I PASSED

2009-12-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

MY BALLET ADVANCE FOUNDATION EXAM!!

~~although just Merit 57 marks, but still pass right =P~~

TDS Arts Festival in Putrajaya

2009-12-12T13:49:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late post due to my laziness. This event held on 6th of December but I only get to post it till today. As I mentioned before, I took part in a performance in Putrajaya, well, it turned out pretty awesome! Lots of fun and experience I gained. We started to practise our dance since like June or July? and we only get to perform around 5 minutes on stage. How fast it is right. Thats what last time people say '' 台上几分钟，台下十年功 '' Meaning: need to work so long just to perform for a few minutes. Anyway, thats is the life of a dancer isn't it? We always train hard, just to perform that few minutes on stage ^^
The best thing of this event was I learned how to make up LOL! In my life till now, I only make up if there is a

performance
choir
ballet exam

Yea, thats it! haha. Oh ya, most importantly, friendship! Thanks to all the friend who helped me out. Sorry for being annoying or selfish =X Just a few photos to share with you all. Enjoy ~

Shopping Spree @ Aeon Bukit Tinggi

2009-12-10T16:06:00.000+08:00

School holidays are getting boring. What I do everyday is eat, sleep, watch TV, online, more food, more sleeping time, more TV and more online time. Damn, this is so lifeless. But there is one thing I like, when I woke up in the morning, my mum said '' hey, go change clothes, we go JJ '' haha. That was like =D .
Since CNY is coming soon, so is time for shopping too. Oh ya, my cupboard still got one shirt that I didn't wear before since last year and a pair of HIGH HEEL shoes.
Anyway, that was last year =P This year will have new ones. So, bought myself two shirts. One from Padini, Seed as shown in the picture below and one from Giordano. Yea the smiley face one. Everyone is like wearing it although I dunno why, haha. So I think there is a very high possibility I will be wearing the same shirt as others during CNY. wahhaha.

One more thing, the skirt I bought previously was having 7O% discount during J card day! SCREW YOU! haha kla.. one more boring post.. chaoz ^^v

Pyramid + Subang Parade Shopping Spree

2009-12-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

Time to shop for CNY clothes! 5 hours in Sunway Pyramid and I bought nothing! As in not even one pants nor clothes. Anyway, I get to buy some cosmetic stuffs for my upcoming performance. Oh ya, for the one who don't know, I am performing in Putrajaya this Sunday for Art Festival. Tickets are Free Of Charge but are limited. So, if any of you are free, you can just drop by there and try your luck.

Headed to Subang Jaya for dinner, bought myself a skirt from Parkson. Brand is Nicole with 50% discount! Wanted to try that long ago but it was way too expensive that time.Dinner at TGI Friday, and as usual, full till almost wanna die =.=

Wee~ my new skirt =D

Hair Straightening

2009-11-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

Went and straighten my hair again for the third time. Sat in the saloon for around five hours. Torturing? haha not really, as long as the hair will look better anything is worth it. The reason I went for hair straightening is because

I am lazy to comb my hair
My hair will look like lion after I wash it
Easier to take care
Can go on any occasion without worrying what to do with my hair
Prevent from looking lika a ''xiao po''

So, are the reasons good enough to spend 200+ for straightening my hair? Oh ya, I can't wash my hair for 3 days and it is fucking oily now. TOMORROW 3 O CLOCK I WILL WASH MY HAIR !!!

just a photo after straighten my hair

My Beloved Teacher

2009-11-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

I am pretty sure you guys know about my ''beloved'' BM teacher - Encik Rasul. According to what he said, we are going to get zero mark for our bina ayat if we only use one sentence for our penanda warcana.
If you guys remember the instruction of the test paper, it clearly written create ONE sentence with the word given. Want to know what he told us? sit back and enjoy
En Rasul: Itu soalan ada masalah, ia kata bina satu ayat saja. Tetapi, kalau kamu tahu, penanda warcana perlu dua ayat saja betul
Us: Tapi itu soalan kata satu ayat saja!
En Rasul: Kalau and tahu, ini perlu dua ayat. Tengok ke mana kebijaksanaan anda.
Us: Tapi soalan kata satu ayat saja kan?
En Rasul: ( keep repeating the same old crap ) Nasib lar .
( Something like that lar )

WTF! you dunno how to read question is it? Question wrong our fault lar? Do you know in 4S3, you wrote two sentences, they will straight get wrong? So what the hell is this? Where is the fucking scheme you all have? Question wrong our fault? We should know use two senteces to create even the instruction does not allowed us to? We should just accept it? Sigh, I think I should just accept the truth that I am damn lucky to have you as my teacher! THANKS! =D

Freedom

2009-11-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

Fuh, haven't update my blog for quite some time. But who cares right? no one dropping message in my chat box, no one leave a comment, no one say ''update your blog lar!'' so I think should be fine if I don't update so often =D
By the way, exam is over! I am freaking free now. Feel free to ask me out ya. And my mum just said '' holiday so long, study lar'' I was like WTF I just finish exam and you want me to study? =.=
My blog gonna be alive again. I promised everything will be better than last time. Yes, everything I meant. Looking forward to the days when I can see the bright side.
kla, just to post some craps to tell you all I am not dead yet although no one cares =D chaoz..

New Life

2009-10-08T15:01:00.001+08:00

New Life,
New Thinking,
New Happiness,
New Achievement,
New Goal,
New Aim,
New Mind,
New Heart,
New Me,
New XIAO SHUANG!!!

End Year Exam

2009-09-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

Having my Chinese exam tomorrow. Hopefully I can do well in this end year exam. No matter what you gonna say about me, I will just try my best and do whatever I can. Sounds so ''chio'' right? But I don't think I can make it. Every time the same thing will happen, ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS , that's what I need now. Come on, lazy ass, you can do it!! Take up your book and start studying ! =.=

No More

2009-09-27T18:08:00.000+08:00

''Time To Waste''

My Toe Nail

2009-09-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder how a ballerina's toe looks like? Ever wonder when people say '' My toe nail blue black already and its going to drop off soon " and really can imagine how the heck is that looks like? Now, I am going to show you my OWN toe nail condition due to my ballet classes.

Tadaa!! I know it is like fucking disgusting. Never mind, soon it will be nice like anyone's toe nail.
The picture shown above is when I have cut off the empty part of my toe nail. The empty part means the part which is not '' old nail '' ( refer to picture ) Which also means that you can find the new nail under the empty nail!! LOL sound so fun right?
Haha, kla just another stupid post. Enjoy your holiday!!!

Flip Flap

2009-09-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

If you have noticed, which you probably won't because I hardly told anyone, I wanted this little plant since like CENTURIES ago. ( ok that sounds hyperbola ) I always wanted to buy this but I didn't get it on my own till that day my bro messaged me and asked whether I want to buy it annot. So, I said YES!

Now, this small little thingy is in my room, it only moves when there is sunlight. And I found one cute little thing on the box of the plant. It says '' NO WATER '' LOL this is so stupid, who the hell will put water in a fake little plant lar. Oh ya, it also written ''SOLAR BATTERY'' and "BATTERYLESS''. My dad once asked the sales girl, ''the battery inside di'' ? ROFL

By the way, this little thingy only cost RM 9.90. You can get it all around the place. ( don't say restaurant or mamak stall ar, I gonna whack you! ) Although it doens't bring you any benefits by moving the leaves and flower, but when you look at the movement of the cute little thing, it will brighten up your day xD

Flip Flap is a cute flower bud which moves by light.

Please grow your Flip Flap in your mind and bloom your own special flower.

Raya Holiday

2009-09-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

Wee~It's holiday again! I am glad that tomorrow is a compulsary holiday for all the school, which makes my holiday becomes 10 days in a row =D
Oh ya,I have to make use of this holiday to complete my task. Yea, I know I always say that, but this time is really different. I don't have much time now, so I have to work hard and have fun at the same time =D
My schedule is damn pack for this holiday, but who cares right? As long as is holiday, which makes things GREAT!
kla, damn tired today, and I don't have tuition on next Thursday!! Wee.. can go out di! Bye bye, Oh ya SELAMAT HARI RAYA for all the Muslims!!

Skipped - Shopping

2009-09-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

Remember I said I skipped school because the subjects on that particular day is useless? ( kay, I know no one is reading my blog anymore ) End up, I went for shopping with my mum. Yeah, sort of like skip school to go shopping. But its really not my problem ma, my mum asked '' after breakfast, we go JJ gai gai ok? " TAKKAN I SAY NO right. So I agreed =D

Bought 3 clothes from Brands Outlet for 50 ringgit, 1 pants from Soda for 30 something. Wee, I bought myself CNY clothes! okay, I know CNY is like 5 months from now, but no harm buying first right? I am much more better than some one kay ( bought 3 shoes, 2 skirts, few shirts )

I didn't buy this shirt, looks nice in the photo but sucks in the real life =D

wee.. chaoz..

Skipped school

2009-09-09T00:12:00.003+08:00

It is normal for a person to skip school if almost all of her friend is not attending the class?
It is normal for a person to skip school if there are no important subject on that particular day?
It is normal for a person to skip school if you are bored of studying?
It is normal for a person to skip school because she is lazy?
It is normal for a person to skip school WHEN YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL?!?!

Yeah, I am skipping school tomorrow. Why? who cares right? not like anyone will notice my absence. Class monitor just gonna ask who didn't come today? and the students will shout out a bunch of name including me. Oh, or maybe I am too unimportant to be noticed and they might miss out my name. Actually think positively, it is good thing though. If my name is not written in the borang kawalan, that means I attended the school, which also means that I am not considered as PONTENG SEKOLAH. Ah, how great? really hope they did that =D Further more, my class monitor might not be going to school also. So, no one is going to know who didn't go to school right? Wee.. life is cool.
Nah, just an annoying post to let my finger work out a bit. Till then, Bye!
( this post is so not what I am thinking I GUESS )

Holiday

2009-08-25T17:14:00.002+08:00

Ah damn ! holiday is fucking boring. I thought I can make use of this holiday to do something useful, but I realised I am just wasting my time like any other holiday.
Oh well, I am pretty sure everyone is the same as me, with all those " holiday is boring " all over the facebook and msn pm. So, maybe holiday are meant to be wasted. xD
Although I am lazy, but I actually DID something during these few days of holiday such as

clean my room
read my add maths chapter 5
did my add maths work
half way through bio essay

Not bad right? =) and I am planning to do more such as

wash my shoes
finish my add maths revision
continue with my physic study
finish my tuition work
finish my school work
iron my cloth ( hopefully mum can help me out with this =P )
do as much revision as I can ( which probably wouldn't happen )

I am BORED! and I don't want to STUDY! but I HAVE TO! arh.. sometimes I wonder, who is the damn gao stupid person who go and invent something like studies? Who the hell are that free to invent what the hell is in the stupid atom. Who the hell are so crazy enough to investigate how the force is balanced, who the hell is so interested in how the food get digested in our body AND LASTLY who the hell wanna do some freaking differentiation and quadratic equation and end up u will get some answer like infinity WTF! =.= For the people who had contributed to these, yeah you all have a brilliant brain, but not every one has you know..
Ah damn, I am complaining again. Ish.. STUDY SUCKS !! I will never love study..

Things that we do when teacher is not in..

2009-08-19T19:41:00.006+08:00

Time to condemn our school and teachers again =D Oh wait!! is MY SCHOOL AND TEACHERS xD haha
FYI, every teachers that teach us seems to don't like our class. I admit our class is A BIT naughty, A BIT annoying, A BIT crazy and A BIT rude, but if the teachers are good, I am sure we will treat them the same way as well.
Although we did wrongly sometimes, but teachers nowadays are getting more ''kecil hati''.
By the way, some teachers still don't enter our class and its like August now !!! but it doesn't matter lar, pendidikan sivik.. who cares right? xD
Oh ya, some teachers DO enter the class, but we don't listen to them. Not that we are bad student, just that ''she'' don't even know how to teach. How do you expect a student to listen to a teacher who cant even differentiate rate of oscillation and extension of spring!! WTF!! =.=
So, there is only one thing we can do now, depends on ourselves =D
video and photo taken when teacher didn't enter our class yesterday...

personal favourite: kai ren's action with the peace xD

FFF!!!! GAY!!!! Malaysia still don't approve you know =.=

It's getting worse

2009-08-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

Yea, I know I did badly in this monthly test. I admit I didn't study well. Not I don't want to, but just can't. Things are getting worse nowadays, yea include my result. But there is always one thing that I can't understand. Why do I always get back nothing when I gave much more effort than other people? Maybe things don't go that way, it doesn't matter how much you give or how much effort you put, it just doesn't belong to you or do not suit you. No matter how hard your tried, you will get back the same old things. But I told myself, I am gonna change it, I don't care what way or how I am going to do it, I just don't want lose to others anymore. I can't bear with it. I am struggling, I am trying hard, looking forward to the end year result...

Last Post

2009-07-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

while I am still 15 =D
uh, is 11 23 pm now, after 37 minutes, I can't say I am 15 anymore. But 16 isn't that old also right xD
My friends already start wishing me although haven't reach 12 am yet. But I really appreciate it ya =) thanks for the wishes!!
Kla, last post while I am still 15, will be blogging again when I turn 16!!!

Jumbara Eye On Star 2

2009-07-20T00:00:00.006+08:00

Jumbara Eye On Star 2 was held in our school on the 18th July 2009. What is so special about it? Let's see

organised by our fellow friends ( which is our year )
performance by the one we know
state level event
unity programme ( theme: here in my home )
spend your lovely time
got to talk with your friends =.=
er..wait I have some more...
oh ya, can get your beloved certificate and c0-curricular points

This event was not bad though, although there are spaces for improvement. Let me tell you what I don't really like about it

freaking hot inside the DMA
the emcees were... ( no offence )

Haha, by the way, really have some fun there, worth going =) Hope next year will be better if there is a Jumbara Eye On Star 3 LOL !
So, here are some of the photos taken ( fine! only 3 kay =.= )

karin sangari me and jo dee

er..need me say again? k.. jo dee karin and me =.=

ah ! love this 1 kai ren and my yeye xD

kla, will end my post here...tata

When you are lack of time

2009-07-06T15:18:00.002+08:00

This is what will happen when u are lack of time when writing an essay.
Hand writing from rou zyn, cute little neat writing end up become cursive writing.
But still, it was nicer than mine xD

4S2 ( 2009 )

2009-07-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

Wee 4S2 ( 2009 )
I am sure this is the most noisy, naughty, humour, wuliao,
bla bla bla this school has ever had xD

Tioman Trip ( photos )

2009-07-01T23:15:00.003+08:00

As I promised, the Tioman trip photos. I know this is like dunno how many centuries ago, but you know lar .. usual reason .. BUSY!! I am busy kay, better don't talk so much, let the pictures do the talking ba xD enjoy~~

Subang airport

In the aeroplane

I like this photo the most among the rest xD

Till then, see ya ~~

Pulau Tioman

2009-06-14T21:08:00.002+08:00

Wee~currently at Pulau Tioman now.
Using the wi-fi here. Damn it because I cant use it in my hotel =.= Cant detect it, only outside can. I am blogging in the arcade room. Bro playing pool , and I am onlin-ing here. =D
FYI, gonna skip school tomorrow cause I will be back in Klang at 5 pm tomorrow. So, happy schooling to you all !
Kla, will stop here, more picture will be posted when I am back to my sweet home..
Till then see ya =D

Shopping

2009-06-10T21:11:00.008+08:00

Spent whole day in one utama today. Finally I can buy my school bag xD Currently one looks like ''lap sap'' dunno how many months didn't wash it. But now , I can use the new one ; which mean I no need wash the old one!! wahaha damn nice right? xD
Besides school bag, my mum also bought me one so called '' gai gai '' bag .So I no longer need to hold my wallet and hand phone when I go out. Thanks mum!!
Oh ya, also bought one swimming suit since this coming Saturday I am going to Pulau Tioman =D FYI, I will me skipping school on Monday, I am still on vacation.
Bought a transparent nail polisher too, not for my nail, but for my ballet shoes. Don't ask me why, because you wouldn't want to know, and even if I tell, you also won't get it. wahaha!! Do I sound mean? =P

Wild Channel- green

The face shop

Till then...Bye..

Seventeen Again

2009-06-05T20:39:00.005+08:00

Wee~~ went for another movie since school exam over =D
Seventeen again, I wouldn't say it was nice, because it isn't =.=
Still, I prefer High School Musical when he dance and sing.
I would rate it 5 out of 10 perhaps?
Here is a synopsis of the movie from the website I found
>>here<<

Popular high school senior Mike O'Donnell (Zac Efron) seemingly has it all. He is a star athlete headed straight for a college scholarship when he decides to give it up to settle down with his high school girlfriend Scarlet is pregnant.

Twenty years later, an adult Mike (played by Matthew Perry) finds his life is not exactly what he expected. He is separated from his wife, Scarlett (Leslie Mann) and living with his wealthy software genius nerd and best friend Ned Freedman (Thomas Lennon), his career at a pharmaceutical company is at a stand still, and his relationships with his teenage children are nonexistent. After getting passed up for yet another promotion at work, he returns to his high school to reminisce over his basketball awards and the life he could have had. While he is reliving his glory days, he is approached by a janitor and shares with him how things were so much better when he was 17.

As Mike is driving home from the high school, he sees the mysterious janitor standing on the ledge preparing to jump into the Los Angeles River. Mike rushes out of his car to rescue him, but when he gets there, the janitor has vanished. What Mike doesn't realize is that he is about to fall into the river and turn into his 17 year old self.

Young Mike (Zac Efron) returns to Ned's house, where he has the difficult task of convincing Ned that he is in fact Mike. At a loss of what to do, Ned pretends to be Mike's father and they register Mike back in high school to finish the life he never had the chance to live.

High school presents a lot of new challenges for Mike, such as dressing cool, keeping up with the latest gadgets and making new friends. But nothing compares to being in high school with his own children. He discovers that his daughter, Maggie (Michelle Trachtenberg), is not nearly as innocent as he thought she was and his son, Alex (Sterling Knight), is the brunt of the star athlete's jokes.

But Mike's most difficult realization is that he hasn't been a very good father or husband. Mike befriends Alex and tries to instill him with enough confidence to join the basketball team. He gets close to Maggie's obnoxious boyfriend and does everything in his power to break them up. Most importantly, he visits an unsuspecting Scarlet and rediscovers all the things that initially made him fall in love with her. You don't know what you have until you lose it.

Through his experiences, Mike realizes that he had chosen the perfect life he just never appreciated it. Now, he must figure out a way to transform back into his older self and win back his wife and kids.

and here is the trailer .. enjoy =D

Night At Museum 2

2009-05-29T11:08:00.007+08:00

Finally get to watch movie after so long. =) Night At The Museum 2.
Not bad though, although is not a must-see show, but I will rate it 7 out of 10 perhaps?
So, holidays are finally here, 2 weeks , need it badly.
Hopefully I am able to use these 14 days wisely =D

This is the trailer of the movie.Enjoy =)

To Do List

2009-05-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

To Do List

clean my room ( can only see dust and books )
wash my school shoes ( 3 weeks din wash? )
wash my school bad ( half a year din wash? )
complete my tuition work ( 2 essays, accounts exercise )
complete my school work ( I dunno what I haven't complete yet )
revise whatever teacher taught from beginning of school till now ( which is not really possible)
moral project ( 3 essays )
bm oral ( I don't think I can do this alone )
iron all my clothes

these are what I could think of now. Hopefully I am able to finish it during this mid term holiday which I am pretty sure it won't happen. But there is always MIRACLE right? xD

Joke

2009-05-24T18:47:00.001+08:00

小明乱丢垃圾，对还是错？

看他丢哪里咯 xD

Xiao Ming throw rubbish everywhere, is it good or bad?

See where he throw lar xD

Stress

2009-05-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel that there are lots of stuffs need to be worried. I am only a human, same like everyone else, who do I have to face so many obstacles all by myself. I am lucky, but why do I still need to worried although I am a lucky person. Can I just have a wonderful life without any stress and worried. Hai.. hope can make it through with all the blessings I have around me. I need blessings badly. BLESS ME !!

Choir Photos

2009-05-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

Yup! Star school choir team!

We are PINK!!

We won third!!

2009-05-09T19:17:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all the blessings and luck!!
We won third!!

Choir Competition Klang District Level 2009 - STAR ( third )

Choir Competition Klang District Level 2009 - MGS ( second )

Choir Competition Klang District Level 2009 - CONVENT ( first )

Luck

2009-05-03T20:11:00.003+08:00

Choir competition falls on the coming Thursday and my midterm is on the 11th of May. Can't you just give me a break ? I just got back all my exam papers like this week?? and my mid term is on the week after next >.<

My lovely Taiwan trip might be cancelled due to the stupid disease '' Influenza A'' , you can also call that ''selsema babi'' LOL!! Hai, want go for vacation also cannot, some more using my own money le, like that also don't let me go T.T Why must the disease come out now where they are so many days in a year?

Please bless me for the upcoming events, I just can't make it through all by myself. I am exhausted, tired and ...

Tokyo Drift - PBSM perjumpaan

2009-04-26T10:47:00.002+08:00

Wee.. here I am after so long didn't post up anything. Same excuse like usual : busy !

So, today gonna post something about my second meeting for PBSM. Anyhow, I still prefer this year activity than last time, maybe because of I get to know more ppl than last time, it is easier for me to get use to the situation. So, this year the AJKs make the meeting like a camp style, checkpoint and running all the way. As a leader of the team, ME!! didn't do anything though =P so if lose di don't blame ya. But still, you will get a certificate if you attend all the four meetings. Worth it right? just go for meeting and get a certificate =D

My team '' Tokyo Drift '' Lmao!! haha , not bad though, although there are a lot of small kids, but they are active, not like us last time, sit there and don't talk anything. How innocence are we last time right? xD Looking forward to the next meeting..(kononnya...)

Group photo of my team TOKYO DRIFT!! wahhaha

Mall Cop

2009-04-19T22:39:00.004+08:00

Wee~~ movie time.. Mall Cop this time. Pure comedy, really laugh your ass off. Simple story which can make you laugh all the way. Rate it seven out of ten perhaps? Just watch it and have a nice day =D

Wanted to watch Coming Soon, a Thai ghost movie but it's 18 PL

sigh..I want to watch lar..some one bring me go pls T.T

Hai..school's ife still sucks like usual, wonder when can I stop complain about it. I am getting sicked of it,with all those useless teachers and mountains of home works excluding tuition,

co-curricular, choir, project, oral and etc

Ah!! have to bear with it lar..I am sure I will be used to it one day..hopefully that day will come soon O.o

Window Life Messenger

2009-04-16T17:42:00.002+08:00

I am pretty sure you all know about the Window Life Messenge Mobile. My friends are using it in school and I got damn pissed off cuz my phone is not compactabile with it!! what the..

I also want online and chat in school le, everyone is chatting .. LMAO !! So bad right? using handphone during school? and that XXX keep on mocking me that I can't use MSN in my phone, telling me all the benefits of MSN in phone!! dei, u see lar..1 day my phone sure can use de ..blek!!By the way, blog has been dead, so sorry, busy like a mad fella, fine, I know it is not an excuse..

Earth Hour

2009-03-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

Please vote for earth by switching off your lights for 1 hour.

Save the earth, do your part!!

Penang 2 days 1 night

2009-03-15T20:57:00.050+08:00

Wanted to post this up long time ago, but due to some problem ( mainly laziness ) , so.. Ah, anyway, here it is : Penang 2 days 1 night trip =D
So, Penang.. nothing much though, except tho FOOD there. I am sure people visit Penang majority is because of food. FINE, if u are not 1 of them.. I said mojority k ..

And guess what my bro said after he came back '' Penang hai ren one, go there gain weight only'' LOL who call u to eat so much la !! One day dunno eat how many meals LMAO

kla, let the pictures talk =D

Here we come , Penang bridge

Asam Laksa ( I know it doesn't look tasty >.< )

Curry Laksa

Ice Kacang ( I love this so much XD )

Cendol

these are what we ate for lunch...LOL

then we go to 极乐寺(temple)

statue rooster with me

Stall underground =P

me and my bro

me and my dad

Penang view

Oh ya, and the temple is having some renovation for the guan yin statue.They are building up some side protection and roof for the statue, so you can donate for the renovation buy buying the tiles.By the way, u can write anything u want on it also =D

Wee, my dad with the tile. wahha it will be on top of the roof 1 day =D

See!! all the name on the tiles for the roof

hundreds and hundreds of it...

tortoise =.=

Dinner time, buffet steamboat with bbq

sauce @.@

Wa!! take ar!! take take!!

TAKE MORE!!

Second day..

continue to eat...

Prawn Mee

Yam Cake

Friend Kueh Teow

Batu Feringhi

Penang Bridge

And good bye, Penang...

I am sure I will come back 1 day ( for the FOOD ) LOL

Blek =P

2009-03-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

My blog has been dead recently, thanks to those home works and tuition. First monthly test is over, get back some of the results. Petty bad though, so wouldn't post up here, but if you insist want to know, you can leave a comment in my post, I will reply you as soon as I saw your comment =)

Life is getting back to normal, not as busy as the last few months. March past is over, sports day is over, cross-country is over and even first monthly test is over!! But sadly, home works and tuition still can't leave me alone T.T I am trying to cope up all the syllabus in form 4, hopefully can handle it well before I go form 5, so that I won't suffer later. 古人说：‘先苦后甜’direct translate ( bitter first only sweet LMAO )

My readers are getting lesser recently, but I will still update whenever I am free, and I am not really free now, so BYE BYE.. will update soooooooooooooooooooooon....kononnya...

Free ~~

2009-02-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

Test is over!! wo~hoo!! I am so happy now =D Althought I didn't do well in my test, but still I am glad that it is over. There are few subjects I am going to fail I guess, especially Biology, if I can really pass that subject,I ...... >.<

By the way, lots of stuffs need to be completed, but I am not doing it, I seriously need some rest before gain back the SEMANGAT to study like last time I had. So, I will rest well these two days and tomorrow I am going for a movie with my friends =D haha so happy, we already plan to go even before the test starts LMAO what to do, play comes first, study later la...

Results is going to release next week I guess, I don't know why I'm not feeling bad cause I didn't do well in it, I just feel like it is usual to fail your first test in form 4 LOL .Anyway, I will study really hard for the next exam!! so watch out !! I AM BACK wahaha ( kononnya... )

kla, think so I will stop my post here, have a nice day =)

wee =D

2009-02-26T17:00:00.002+08:00

This girl named Xiao Shuang is going to fail almost all of her subjects in the monthly test!!

She does not feel sad or regret but she is glad that hes test will be over by tomorrow =D

Anyway, good luck to you all for the upcoming exam =)

cross country 2009

2009-02-20T15:49:00.006+08:00

2009 cross country that held by SMK Tengku Ampuan Rahimah ( STAR ) is over ! And once again, I got 1 mark for my rumah sukan ( laksamana ) wahaha !! At least something right? xD Oh ya , and my house didn't get last place this year, we got second last !! wahha !! Damn nice right? at least got some improvement lar =D So like usual, people like me that have no stamina at all, can't even jog half of the journey, I was like jog, walk, jog shorter, walk longer LOL. Anyway I got 48th in my category LOL. ( althought it wasn't something worth to be pround of ) >.< By the way, congrats to all the winners, and those who completed the whole journey !! nice job!! Here are some photos that I took ( k fine some took by my friend -.-'') before the cross country =D

Sangari ( 6th place ) Jo Dee ( 3rd place )

Jo Dee and Me ( 48th as I said just now LMAO )

Jo Dee, Me, Steffi , Theola

Kla, I will stop here, four more days to my first monthly test and I am still blogging here =D Don't know what happening in my every single subject also xD Cheers!! As my class monitor say '' CHILLAX'' !! ( chill + relax ) love that word man!! haha

Love Story- Taylor Swift

2009-02-15T12:43:00.003+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes And the flashback starts
I'm standing there On a balcony of summer air
See the lights, See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello
Little did I know That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while
Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said:Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you

~~Love Story-Taylor Swift~~

Homeworks

2009-02-08T00:14:00.003+08:00

Tonnes and tonnes of home works are waiting for me. Home works are driving me mad nowadays. Each and every subjects are waiting for me to complete them, but I seriously don't have the time to finish up all the stuffs!Maybe you will ask '' instead of using the time to blog here, why don't you go and finish up your homework?'' haha when u have 6 tuition on weekdays, double classes for ballet, march past for the week that had just passed and some stupid perjumpaan for rumah sukan. You will understand why am I blogging here.

Form 4 is a stressful year, and I don't even dare to imagine when I am up to form 5. I can't cope up with the syllabus plus I had all the worst teachers in my school. Sigh, should I be grateful for what I had? and think of some others kids that don't even have a chance to go to school?

Wanted to list down what home works I have these day but I think that is stupid. Not that if I have list it down, it will complete by itself right? Ah, I really need some one to help me out, I am so gonna fail my first monthly test..